Hey Everyone,
        So here's the run down. The Variety show was on friday. It went awesome. I enjoyed every act I was able to catch. I think my proformance was my best to date. That song was just right for me I guess. The Drumline brought the house down, my 77 year old great-uncle said he wanted to get up and dance lol. Several comments saying it was the best show we've put out there. We all had a really good time and in true drummer fashion we wung it. lol. Special thanks goes out to Jessica and Ieesha, thanks for taking the time to play with us, you guys rock!
       Now on to today. Well I am just happy. Things are going pretty good. I may have a job lined up for the summer. My friends and I are getting along. I saw M-Man as Kaylan and I call him yesterday. I am feeling much better. No more hot-flashes or nausia. Thank God for that. Maroon 5 even though they came in at # 10 and i think that is BULL, Still made the top ten. So I can't complain.
       Here lately I have been jamming. I hook my mixer, keyboard, and CD player in, and I pound out what little I can of Maroon 5, and Blessid Union of Souls. It's quite fun and hey i can now play I believe, Through with you, and Standing at the Edge of the Earth. I think I'll keep going till i have all there songs down because those right there are two of the greatist bands ever.  I also did some things with the Piano to check my range i am one stinking key away from 3 octives. But I can hit High E over C, so that counts for something. You know if I keep playing the piano the way i have been i may take lessons, ya know so i can play it right. lol. Who know's that may ruin my fun.
      Well I must get going. I'll get back with you all later.

Hey Y'all,
        Well I just got done watching TRL. PEOPLE VOTE FOR MAROON 5. here's the link www.mtv.com lol. Its a great video it needs to hit number one at least once. Ladies...the drummer...nuff said! Speaking of them They brought the house down on SNL a couple of weeks ago. Lovin' the lead singers no hair do.
        This week i am trying to say as low key as possiable. Lord knows friday is going to be NUTS. Friday is the variety show. I am singing At Last by Etta James. It's a great song, a hard one to lay down but i am feeling up to the task....Ya'll pray for me. lol. Also the Drumline we'll being proforming there show called Heavy Metal. Which I wrote a good chunk of. I can honestly say its like nothing they've done before. Y'all should come check it out, It's at 7:30. If nothing else you get to see me in a kick butt dress.haha.
         I LOVE WILLIAM HUNG. OMG he is so cool. He's like my idol. She bangs She bangs. You know he may not be a clay aiken but buddy he's got a great personality, and hey he dances worse than me and Adam Putman so he gets big points for that. Him and Clint should go on dance fever. (Clints da man when it comes to dancing 50 versions of the twist haha).
         Well I guess i am going to be going. Can't wait till tomarrow.

Some people have the hardest time dealing with the idea of plutonic. I don't know why, but I myself am a victim of this non-sense. So for the people who can't get it through there heads. You know who you are and you know what i am talking about. I want you to read the lyrics to this song because i dont think anything could better describe this situation.

Not Coming Home     By:Maroon 5

Well its much over-due but i am back. I am so proud I got my grades back up and buddy they are going to stay that way too.

Okay so my birthday. As Most of you know i am now 16. Nothing all that great just now I can go on car dates. WOOO lol! That would come in handy if i had a bf. Okay i am missing the task at hand here. Alright I went to hueston woods with my girls (bethy Randi and jess). I had so much fun it was great to just get away from blan for a couple of days. I knocked out half a cookie cake and i swear i put on 5 lbs. that weekend. But its okay eating is in the air up there. lol.

Well Okay Jessica is back to her old self and we have came up with yet another great idea. We are starting a band and calling it Maroon 6 haha! Yeah I get to be the lead singer, she is going to be the guitar player, we are still looking for a bass guitar a drummer and a keyboard player. SO when we get that all together we are going to do a re-make of their Video. I just need to have a casting call, since, I am the lead singer and all lol. Yeah we are very proud of this, but then again its be and jessica we love dumb ideas. WE LIVE FOR THEM.
      Anyways i got my report card today, I didn't do as bad as i though i did but still I'll be taking a little vacation from the net. I am going to miss it but its cool cause i know my parents do it because they want me to go far in life. SO I am going to give a personal goodbye to each off the people i talk to most on here. I am sorry if i forget you.

Jessica- Wow this is like the only time we talk cept at lunch. I dont know what i am going to do with out you making me laugh so much. You'll just have to call i guess. Oh, and you'll have to offline me to keep me informed on whats going on with all the others.

Bethany- What can i say, UDAPOO man. I am going to miss talking to you. But hey at least you are my ticket to get on the net(even though its for research project) =)!!!! Oh and one more time UDAPOO

Randi- Even though we never make it too far past whats going on nothing lol Its still nice to know that someone isnt complaining LMAO! Thanks for all the inside jokes.

Kacy- STACKED! lol, What would i do without you laughing at all my internet inside jokes. And talking to people on my name when i cant be at the computer cause i am cooking and the dogs are loose. YOU ARE THE BEST MAN!

April- I am gonna miss are girl talks about guys and how dumb they are, and i am going to miss hearing about your new crushes. (be sure to keep me up to date on that) lol. Don't foget DAPHNE GOES FOR THE GRAND SLAM, and NEVER EVER EVER FORGET The Golf clubs lol!

Ben- I am going to miss our very serious convos. I feel so much smarter after I talk to you.

Dad- I am going to miss you saying Go do your chores but i guess now since you arnt telling me that I wont have to do them LOL JP!!!

Billy- I've missed getting to chat with you here often, but still I'll miss you complaining about how much college sucks and how we should all have a big party and stuff. UDAMAN!

And Last but not least (close though)JP

The King Himself Cassidy... Well I am going to miss you making me almost pee myself cause you always give me something to laugh at. And Also You help me out alot to with my problems, even though you shouldn't ! And one more time just for you.... You are the King ( that better count for something cause you wont hear that for at least another 3-4 weeks lmao)


I am going to miss y'all even though I see most of you everyday. It just wont be the same lol. GOSH I sound like i am dying here! On that note.... See ya all. And get your last words in today why you still can!

        Okay I have some venting to do! Alright Most of my friends have been having relationship problems lately! I WISH YOU WOULD TAKE MY ADVICE! Don't get serious in high school. date lots. Go on group dates, have fun. BE FRIENDS! Even if you are friends with benifits I could care less! You'll find it solves alot of problems in the long run! I understand that breakups hurt, believe me I know. So you wanna know why i havn't been in a relationship since that one. There ya go. It's next to impossible for things to go back to the way they were pre-relationship. You have to work hard to just be civil, and even harder to try and pull of a friendship. Its not the getting along part thats hard either its letting go of the hurtfull things that they and you did.
       2nd. If you can last 3 months in a relationship with them, why can't you guys get along after you break up. Its not like he/she killed your mom. I preach to myself on this one too. It will be odd for a while, i am not going to lie, but it makes things 1000 times easier ask anyone who's been there.
       3rd of all. Don't feel obligated to say or do things you dont want to. All you are asking for is trouble. I can't count the times when people have came to me saying gosh i regret saying or doing that. This can go either way to. Don't say you love them if you don't. And If you break up Don't say you hate them cause you'll WILL regret it. Even if they say it, sometimes you have to take the high road. To Sum it up think before you speak.
      4th of all. No matter what you do, some people are going to like it, and some people arn't. Thats true with anything. Your worst enemy in the world might think you are a great couple and your best friend may hate the idea. WHO CARES. Whats really important is that you and the other person are happy with each other. If they are your real friends they will understand. Now there is an exception, If the person they are with could cause harm to the other person, you may want to step it, other than that stay out of it.
      Last of all. You are just a teen-ager, the chances of you being with the person for the rest of your life are slim to none. So have fun while you still can. Date people who you enjoy talking to and spending time with. You dont have to have a bf or gf. Just say hey man we should hang out sometime, and if doesn't have to be anything more than you guys just hanging out. Most people will say that is more fun anyways. If you two like each other thats cool too. Just use your own good judgment and think is this worth the things that could happen.

       Well The girls wound up spending the night.  We all had alot of fun, we watched uptown girls, and waynes world. Always fun. We had Brownie Sundaes but i dont like sundaes so i just had a brownie. Then we had no bake cookies, then we had bisquettes and gravy for breakfast! So yeah we ate alot.  We stayed up till 3:30 just talking about guys, Ben and Jessi's breakup Bethy and Rogers breakup. Me and that guy. lol! OH and they got to hear me ramble on about how great Maroon 5 is. By the way GREAT VIDEO!!! LOL! everyone should go watch that. I saw like 30 sec. and i wanted to see the rest so i downloaded it at like 3 in the morning.
       Once again i get blown off for someone else. Surprise Surprise. I am getting so freaking sick of this I am sorry but why the heck couldnt miranda just have had bethany over. Never mind i cant be there who cares its just me. Okay now i am mad! UGH!!!! Jess could come over here but she has to be with the other two and she was going to come over here this ticks me off!
       Well i am done talking I am so ticked off right now i dont feel like talking to anyone!  

      Well I am proud to announce after 11 yes 11 shots of novicane. My last four baby teeth are gone for good. Mommy Wow I'm a big kid now, (thats for all you old people)! Well Mom and I had planed on going shopping afterwards, but wasn't feeling up to it so we came home and i took a nap. Then  I was going to go to BW3's with the girls and then to the movies, but that didnt happen either. But they are coming over to watch a movie. WOO HOO!
       My Mouth is feeling better, lets hope it stays this way so i'll be able to sing in the jubilee tomarrow.Nothing Like  full day of Jerry Curl Sisely! lol! Ya know them chicken tenders from BW3's are sounding really good right now but oh well I'll just have to get them some other time.
       Mom is getting ready to go uptown and rent Uptown Girls for all of us. Thats what they wanted to watch I however was pulling for dude where's my car. lol! but oh well i guess! Well I am not feeling the best right now so i'll get back with you more later! 0=)

Well I've had two good days in a row.
      Last night on the way to church we hit a deer. It was sad it happened just like on Tommy boy. :( So We send our deepest prayers to Bambi and his family.
      On a lighter note, I am playing the quints tonight at the ball game (lord help us all). Also I am singing .
      Have you ever had one of them days where you cant say/type anything right at all! Well I had one of them yesterday, ask Cassidy he'll tell ya lol.  I am so glad that things are better with me and my firends. I dont know if it'll ever be quite the same but at least we are friends now.
      Moms home right now, she had to take her car to get it fixed (deer)! So she's keeping my company.
      Hey it's like less than 3 weeks till my 16th birthday, I am gonna ring it in big too, I am not sure how but I am working on it. I may blow my shots of getting into miami before I am even old enough to apply haha! Anyways I have to beat Sam's 16!
     Today I was walking the cart back to the lirbrary and my buddy brett decided he needed a ride so yeah we looked like idiots as i pushed him down the hall way . But hey thats what happens when you get two people in the drumline together. I'll get that detention with pride HAHA!
     In Band Savannah and I are trying to play like 16 toys at once. Its like Savannah put down the gong go get the Slap stick. It's nuts, even Lockwood though it was funny.
      Thats about all i have for today, I'll be back with more tomarrow. I'll be so drugged i wont be able to type! That the plus about getting teeth pulled : )